honey, i can’t keep regretting your choice.
i’m indifferent to whatever happens. at least that’s what I’m trying to tell myself. to be honest i know… this is it. we weren’t forever. only at heart. not in reality.
i’ll love you forever.
but i won’t miss you anymore.
there’s nothing to it.
we had our time. it changed me forever.
now. i want to move on. my heart aches. i don’t want you. i don’t want anyone. i want silence and peace in my heart. not this raging pain.
i can’t talk to you anymore. not in reality, not in my head. you’re not a part of me anymore.
i’m just not sure how i’ll survive this loneliness.
i can only hope the pain will pass.
my blog isn’t really .. active, right now. and that’s fine by me. I’m moving forward, I’m changing. Not sure it’s all good stuff though.. I have two personalities that you can divide into several different ones but anyway, these two.. there’s the ignorant and there’s the caring. Right now I’m in my ignorant-phase.